De Patre Vostro

You tell me you stay with your Dad on weekends and you will not go out until cycle test ends. And now you tell me you just went with Pradeep and Basu to Mehfil. If you don't like my company, tell me. I have been begging you to go out with me or just see me anywhere but I'm the only person you constantly say no to for everything I ask for. Yet again you make me regret my decisions. I never thought you'd betray me. But you did. You are not my best friend any more. If you were, I wouldn't be scared to tell you but instead I'm writing stuff here.

Day VII Part III

I spoke to my Mom. I broke in tears when I heard her voice, and so did she. I have told you, I will always love you. But you cause me a lot of heartburn, even though it is unintentional. I won't write in this blog anymore because I have already told you everything I feel here. I needed you very much right now, but you're not there for me.

I love you unconditionally, and I miss you.

Day VII Part II

I'm talking to you right now, but I'm scared to say anything at all. I have to think twice before I say anything to you. This is so unfair :( I miss you yaar, please come back.

Love you always

Day VII Part I

7 days straight! I miss you very much. But you really shouldn't have talked to classmates of mine telling them everything about how I felt about them. I was at least in talking terms with them. Why would you do it? How do you think things would have worked if I go to Sarwar and Sandhya and everyone you have a problem with in college and told them how you felt about them?

I trusted you with my secrets, so I told you whatever I felt. And you went straight to them and told them everything I said.

We've had our differences, and I know what I said above is going to piss you off. But it's alright. I love you to death and I don't mind what you did. I just wanted to say it here and get it off my chest. You're the best thing that has happened to me in a long time, and if it comes at a price, I don't mind at all.

Love you forever.

Day VI Part II

I miss you. Good night.

Day VI Part I

Hey, my lovely :D I sent you a good morning message, I hope you saw it. So it's been day 6 and things aren't fine between us. I miss you so much and I was so happy to talk to you yesterday. You made me smile, thanks for that.

I read your tweets and from what it appears, Sharbeen and Saurabh already rode your new Mercedes. Please don't cuss at me for saying that. It sucks I found out you even bought one yesterday. Thank goodness for this blog, I can say things without the fear of upsetting you.

I will hug you the day we're back to normal again. If I don't do it, I hope you will. I don't think you're missing me as much as I am missing you, but it's okay. The sight of you makes me very calm. My feeling for you are never going to change. Despite my mental short-sightedness, it was good of you to write me that email.

Don't think I left last night because you said you were flirting with Pradeep. I left because you were not talking much to me. It's better you stay away from me. I don't feel like I've lost you forever, but things are not the same from your side. But it's alright, I hope when things get better between us, you'll be with me through thick and thin. I wont say it in front of you now, because if I do, what's the point of me saying I love you unconditionally :)

Let me know whenever it is you need me, whatever it is you need me for. I've got your back all the time :D

Today I didn't go to college partly because I wasn't feeling well, I had to talk to Shruti, and I wanted to catch up with the theory of relativity derivations like you asked me to. I did it in the morning, and I will get back to it after I finish this post. I miss you so much, I haven't seen you in so many days. I hope you are doing well.

See you later, my lovely :D

Day V Part II

Before the day ends, I would like to say how happy you made me by talking to me after such a long time. I can't tell you how much I missed you and how you made me feel today. I love you so much, and there's nothing else to it.

Love you forever

Suraj.