Shruti tells me you're doing well. I was really glad to find that out. The only part that is very unfortunate is that I lost you like this. I could have done a lot better. I can't say that enough number of times. Every day, every moment passes in my life thinking of you, and I can't begin to tell you how much I miss you. You were right. The jealousy is not going to go away. The feeling that all of this happened because of those three people in my class is not going to go away. I know you think I'm wrong, and you're just being nice to them, but it's getting worse for me. I accept it's completely my fault I feel this way. You're too good for them to not like you.
You're beautiful, and I will not forgive myself for the way I think. You were right in deciding to not talk to me. I suggest you should keep it that way forever. You deserve to be happy, and you wouldn't be so if I remain in your life.
Love you so much, my best friend, and my lovely, lovely sister ;)
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